why has my neighborhood not been plowed yet?! i havent even left my bed yet but for goodness sakes i couldnt leave if i wanted to. i ripped off all my acrylics last night and now my nails are just throbbing in pain…i cant decide if i want to just let him heal up a little or if i should rush to the mall and get them fixed (they are looking rather trashy).

I decided not to do the bikini contest at Tullys tonight. i was really liking how $200 sounded and i was really pumped to get out there and do something i would never normally do but now that the contest is only a few hours away i cant get the courage to do it. Just the idea of a bunch of pervs gawking at me half naked gives me the creeps. oh well ciao $200, i couldve used you but i guess i’ll just have to figure out another means of making fast cash.